Not that I want to kill myself and just stop my life, but I wish I didn’t even start living in this world. There’s so much that just makes you question why and it’s just, why was I here? Biblically, my purpose is to be a missionary and spread His word. I’ve done that and I love doing it. But as a being, our purpose is to work to work harder and reproduce. We trouble ourselves with all these unnecessary thoughts that stress us out for stupid reasons and it’s a waste of time.

I love my life, I have a great life compared to others and I have plans in my future. It’s just sometimes, I’m tired. I’m tired of the trash the world goes through, I’m tired of stupid people, I’m tired of people who don’t know what appreciation is, the list goes on. And honestly, I’m tired of living. It’s so hard sometimes but you know, God doesn’t give us challenges we can’t overcome.

*sigh*

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