“If you want something bad enough, you’ll go after it. If you see yourself tomorrow still not taking a step towards it, you obviously don’t want it enough.” What I live by and what I tell the 8 people I advise and train. This is actually a really “ballsy” post that I’m very sensitive about. Many people look at me and know me as that outgoing socialite who isn’t shy and is confident with almost anything. But I always repeatedly tell people how self conscious I am till this very day and they never believe it. To the left, me about a year (and a half) ago I believe. I still had my friendly persona and happy spirit but I was always put down by strangers because of my weight but I didn’t care because I knew who I was as a person. But of course at one point, words hurt. To the right, me from this morning. Constantly pushing myself to feel happy with just me and I couldn’t honestly be happier. I still strive to improve with inches, how much I lift, how much I squat, how long I can run, etc. But you know what? I’ve never been more proud of myself. I’m still not “skinny” and I’m never going to be that size 0 like the world but I never plan to be and I can damn BET that I am more fit and healthier than a lot of tiny girls. I’m always going to be this short thick legged girl who can bench your ex girlfriend haha. But i’ve never been so happy with who I am today physically, who has supported me, who has commended me, and who has been inspired by me to be better. A lot of people I’ve noticed have made themselves looked at as if they’re goal is to be fit but still eat double cheeseburgers and do one day out of a “30 day challenge.” You can fool the world but you can’t fool yourself. You don’t like being lied to, so why lie to yourself? Anywho, my Transformation Tuesday (:
P.S. lol I totally cried when I wrote this ahhaha I’m lame af.
For once in my life I just want someone to prove that they can and will stick around.
We keep missing each other.
All it takes is one person who completely understands you, inside and out, to make you happy.
whatever you’re expecting I promise it’s not what you’re expecting
good fucking bye
I. CANT. BREATHE. OMG. LOL.
When will I stand out to you?
The only place success comes before work, is in the dictionary.
3 Sets of 14 Each, Two Cycles
- 60 lb Arm Curls
- 40 lb Lat Raises
- 50 lb Tricep Curls
- 75 lb Seated Rows
My arm routine at the MINIMUM. **These numbers have changed just recently (went one weight plate up and added 2 reps last week). I hope you guys are continuing what you do and I’m so proud of those who message me and really keep up with the plan I give them. Good job! Keep it up sexy people (:
😊 My favorite tumblr couple .
Andddddddd now I’m crying for not having this.
I can’t sleep :(
Act like you don’t care and move on with life like nothing is going on, while you see me constantly drowning in pain. Just how?